Today is Christmas! And for once in a very long while, I'm actually quite happy.

For as long as I can remember, I never really liked Christmas cause things never seem to go well for me during the end of year period. Winter blues  maybe? Haha. But yea, as I mentioned previously, everything is just a matter of perspective. Whether you're happy or not, it's all up to you.

Anyway, yesterday made me realise how lucky I actually am. Although I might not be lucky in the sense that I always win lucky draws or anything of that kind (actually I don't think I've ever won any lucky draw before lol), but in terms of things going smoothly for me, I'd consider myself quite lucky.

So while celebrating Christmas Eve yesterday, I thought I lost my phone. That feeling you feel when you think you've lost your phone..it really sucks. Not cause I have to fork out 500 plus bucks for another phone, but cause of all the things I have stored inside. In that state of desperation I seriously would have forked out twice the value of my phone just to get it back from whoever had it.

I literally looked high and low for it. I really thought the phone was gone cause when sistwerhxz tried calling it, she couldn't get through and when I climbed up the toilet thingy to look into the other cubicle where I thought I left my phone (yes, I was that desperate), I saw that there was no one inside and the door was just locked.

Turned out my phone was in my bag all along. Hahahaha..seriously damn epic. I really don't remember putting my phone inside my bag! Summore cause I left my bag inside Alvin's bag..so I thought it was quite troublesome if I had to open his bag to open my bag to put my phone in. He also don't rmb me putting my phone in! I was quite convinced at that moment that it was a miracle which caused my phone to appear in my bag haha. Now that I think back, I probably did it subconsciously or something so I never really took note of it lol.

And this is actually the 2nd time this year that I thought I lost my phone. Other time I really did kinda lose it, but turned out it was safe and sound at this girl's house.

Think I really need to stop touching my phone and holding it in my hand. No amount of nicely camwhored shots can make up for the trauma of losing my phone.

Oh and earlier on that day, I was supposed to meet this dubious guy for some job interview. Thought the questions he asked me via whatsapp were kinda fishy so I got sistwerhxz to come with me. And luckily I did, cause when I told him that I've reached, he asked if I was with a friend and said that he only did 1 to 1 interviews. Really quite thankful that sistwerhxz came! Her mother was concerned too, so nice of her haha. Yea, so I really should be thankful for the people around me that actually cares. And give no fuck to those that don't.

Yeppppps. That's about it. Merry Christmas once again to anyone that's reading this. If there is even any hahaha.